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Anxiety like inhalants, destroys my mind. Breathing out emptiness with all of the signs. I cling to the bottle, like a child afraid to stray to far from the light; Afraid of the monsters that hide just out of sight. I know what I'm feeling isn't right but I don't want to be a part of whats left. Drowning myself in the sweet nectar, the bane of my strife. It's what keeps me clinging to this life. Thoughts tear at flesh without the beautiful reminder of the warmth that flows throughout. I scream but there is no words, voiceless doubt. Backtracking murmurs of self-pity and loneliness. I betray my mind with the words "I'm doing just fine."

as leaves subside Eden and I sink to grieve innocence has departed and left our hearts guarded. sitting in the darkness i gave in to hopelessness and denial with ongoing fights and many trials. But the ember in my heart has sparked a fire After being caged and neglected it's after my true desires. Like a phoenix rising from the ashes I'm am here now to stand before the masses take the world in my hands and knock it off its axis this the new me.  

Oh mother, mother... where to start, i have this sorrow so deep in my heart. My eyes they flow like a  fountain of rain My body aches with a tremendous pain. If i were to sleep could i escape this dream? If i were to yell, fight or even scream Would that be enough to part from this agony?! Is the only true way to rid of this pain to remove the flame that still remains i simply could not... for it'd be a sin. You taught me to love, to be as kind as a dove. And yet with a flick of the wrist you've faded to mist. Left me here sad and broken... but alas God has spoken, he's taken his flower back to the skies soon after that th

Ingredients for the perfect flower Water: - helps in growth and life X over water and risk drowning it Oxygen: -breathe... breathe life into it X choke it out and overcrowd it Sunlight: -give it room to show its beauty X to much light and affection... it'll burn and wither Shade: -space to relax rest and rejuvenate X not enough it will wither Time...time is all a flower needs, time to grow, change, blossom and learn, any bud can grow into a beautiful flower...

Those eyes... Brash and cold Those lies they're always told. Bite your tounge you naive has-been, this will change?... When! remember the old days? ...you know when we were both strays you promised me the moon and then those damn lies came all to soon keep your chin down before i lunge take out your throat or maybe a lung you think your safe because i smile? you'll change your mind if you stay a while! adrenaline picks up the pace... at this rate we may have a chase, go on run! I'll have you before the sun... i see the fear in your eyes and i laugh as i hear your cries, you can't take back what you've done to me its time f

Nocternal eyes set fire to the skies; Trees bow and leaves shake, in the breeze of the thier wake. Twigs snap as they set the pace, from four legs, then two the race has changed, laughter renewed.